You're all boring as hell, let's play a game...
List up songs that you identify with the most as far as social outlook, attitudes towards love, internal feelings, etc that you relate to and that also describes the kind of person or relationship you're looking for. An explanation for your choice would be awesome too. Music is a wonderful art form and alternative form of communication. I'll go first, listen to Afrojack ft, Eva Simons-Take Over Control mixed with FGFC820-God and Country. The anger and frustration expressed by FGFC820 is complimented, countered, layered, and accentuated by Eva's soothing and understanding vocals. It's like she's saying, lol You silly disgruntled goth, I get you, when you're not so bitter and pissed off at life what do you like to do that's actually fun?